Loneliness

Friday, April 11, 2008

Just feel happy for both of u
Just feeling all of my good friends around me are attached.
Feeling happy for them.

But feeling the sense loneliness.
It's been 3 days already.
I still cant forgot that feeling
I feel that emptiness in my heart

Trying to forget that feeling by making myself busy
I guess it needed alot of time to forget it.

This is my sorrow

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

"Sorry, talking to wrong person"
I guess you wont be talking to me until you click on the wrong nickname
I guess I'm thinking the wrong idea

When there is life, there is death
When there is success, there is failure
When there is meeting, there is parting
When there is reunion, there is separation
When there is love, there is hate
When there are friends, there are enermies

It is a cycle after all.
I guess I'm stuck at living through this cycle
I shall live through this cycle to find out about myself
I shall live through this cycle to find out what am I suppose to do
I shall live through this cycle to find out my potential

I guess I shall remain single after all
I do not understand why the people up in the great sky let me meet so many people but never give me any fate.
I'm not being inferior
But the fact is I'm being short, with a weak left arm, my face with small eyes, with thick eyebrows and bad complexion.
I shall close my heart for now.
Staying focus on any other things except for that sensitive word.

Thank you blogger, for allowing me place my sorrow here.
I guess this blog have become a place to put my inner feeling.
That why not many people know this place.
I apologize to anyone who visit and look at this sorrowful place.
This is leon story tale.

Frustrated.

Saturday, March 22, 2008

I cant help the one that I care. This is really frustrating. I only can helplessly hope that she is doing okay, doing well and asking people who she is comfortable with to cheer her up.

I'm just not good at cheering people up. Especially to ladies. That why I'm still single. I'm just sad about it.

Fren going to japan to train for 2 months. Will miss and envy her.

Miss her that I'm unable to chat with a fellow pisces to chat with. Chatting with her is always peaceful and fun.

Envying her is that she can go overseas and concentrate on her training, enjoying the life of a different culture.

This is what I want to do in the future. Getting away from singapore for afew months, getting away from problems. Looking at life. Then come back as a new man. It looks like running away but coming back as a stronger person.

Must stay strong

Saturday, March 08, 2008

It is starting to affect me day by day. Trying to resist but pisces are tend to be weak in that area of thinking (love, loneliness and relationship). Must keep being strong in my mind.

I guess that the pain of being single.

Dun let me fall.

Saturday, March 01, 2008

Oh no ... I have fallen into the pit of love. But at the wrong time. Currently using my brain to surpressed it. Mr Leonard Lim, please step out of it. You have to construct your own legend! You have to change the world!

Under construction

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

It's under construction
The top header is empty
The links are down
It is still plain

But the blogging will be updated
The tagboard is still there