H e l l o L e O n

6 days after operation
Yes. There is still pain on my finger
Using one hand to type now
Trying to recall what happened during the last 6 days

Operation

First time wearing disposable underwear
2nd time wearing a dress-like night gown
so uncomfortable in between legs
so windy in between my legs
so exposed in between my legs

Operation theatre is so cold
First time anaesthesia so strong
Within 2secs I'm sleeping

After operation
First time waking up so blur
Looking at the doctors all appeared double-vision
First time vomiting after operation
Vomited about 8 times
First time feel so sleepy after operation
First time pain was not at the maximum after operation


Next morning and checkup
First time didnt eat or drink anything for more than 24hrs
First time looking at a long wire attach below my skin on my hand
and a big tube on my hand
2nd time looking at disgusted index finger
2nd time feeling afraid when they cleaned my wound
1st time saw a chio doctor pulling out all my bandage
1st time got forced to bend my index finger just after operation
It was so pain. More blood came out
First time going to hospital everyday till today

Therapy
2nd time feeling horrible to go therapy
Bend my finger to the maximum on the first day
Keep bending until my finger got swollen
Got fear of bending my index finger

At home
Anaesthesia fluid keep overflowing out from my finger
Cant do business properly
Dun have the feeling to do business
Cant sleep properly due to hand position
Still have to bend finger
Bordom at home
Cant have any food containing black source
Cant have any fried food
Cant have any cold drink
Only can eat healthy food not containing black source