H e l l o L e O n

At 1.10am, I finally found out a reality about me, I had been trying to escape this problem but today there was no way to escape this harsh truth. It is so painful, so hurting to realise it. The truth is that I'm am very stupid, dumb and no brain. Playing this simple game called "What's next", I can't even recognise this simple pattern, it's so simple yet I couldn't guess it. I just couldn't guess it. Everyone else guess it except me. I did concentrate on listening but I just couldn't find it. Don't you think I'm dumb, I can even fail my driving test 3 times with 3 immediate failures each time. Because I am stupid, I needed to study very hard for my exams to secure a good result while others needed 1 or 2 days of studying to secure the same results as me. I starting to believe there are stupid people in world, I am one of them now or maybe one in the world.

Now I'm even not sure of my future, should I leave my life to god and let them control it because I'm too dumb to know anything ?

I'm starting to worry about it, my life, it's sucks. If death is a solution, I will choose it because I'm too stupid to understand anything. Life end, it's so simple.