H e l l o L e O n

Finally able to update my blog, saw my counter suddenly increased to 83 that, quite a number of people visited my blog, wonder who visited my blog, can reach to 83.

During last week until today, I was really stressed, busy studying, was either studying with steve, song and kenneth or at home studying. I have to study 5 modules in a week which is really stress. Lesson learned, don't sleep too often in lectures, pay attention for some of them so that you no need to study too much. There wasn't a night that I can sleep for 8 hours. During last week was missing my idol also. It was until last friday then get to meet her. Thats' all for last week. It was a week of no life.

Then steve is very hardworking. He came school at around 9am while kenneth, song and me are alway late. Then when he study, he don't move his body or head. It was static. He only moved his eyes and his hands to highlight or write some words. He got that type of concentration look, telling you to back off. Really make me stressed, becoz I kept moving my body.

For the last 2 days, spent alot of money on taxi fare to reach home and study and revise for the next day test, now a big hole in my pocket. I think I can passed the first four tests, MCOM, WLAN, ISNS and ITEC.

But for today test, totally sucks, I studied the whole day and slept for 2 to 3 hours and the paper is so difficult. I think I finally get to fail my first theory paper. It was really disappointment, everybody was frustrated, I came out of the test room, feeling sad, frustrated, angry with myself but skipping some parts. I kept scolding and scolding when I was on the way to food court 6. It was really down.

After eating at food court 6, yee chuan, li'en and joppie went to play LAN, steve and song went to play bowling, I went to do WEBA even though I was really in a bad mood. Wen qing followed me to the Lab, she has to do her DEUI project. At the lab, met kane, he was so disappointed about the MPRG test too. We do WEBA together until about 1.30pm then he went off with my jie while I went to Plaza Singapura to meet steve and companies (too many names).

This really cheer me up. I was really really really really happy. Suddenly I forgot about disappointment with MPRG test or whatever project. I can't tell anyone the reason because politics issue. Those who notice it, please keep quiet. Those who know, please continue to keep it within yourself. I also must thank steve for it too.

Finally Happy Birthday HAN, going to be 21 tomorrow. I'm also going to be 20 soon after 6 more days (Hinting Hinting any friend who see it). Finally getting old but still young in the heart. Nobody will notice that I'm actually going to be 20 soon.

By the way came across a phrase at jacl and jie blogs which is quite meaningful.

I chOOse to luv u in silence cOz in silence i find nO rejectiOn. I chOOse to luv u in lOneliness cOz in lOneliness nO oNe Own u but me...