I'm adapting slowly to the life outcome, being alone, and doing project for the sake of completing year 2 and move to year 3 then move to a empty life. Suddenly noticed quite a number of people around me changed, I don't know for the worst or bad, cannot comment on it. They have to think for themselves, it's like suddenly they do not exist anymore, all I saw was different people. I felt weird during their presence. I also have changed, I know it's for the worst. I couldn't help it, life make me this way, with the amount of stressed and blows I received, it is enough to kill someone. Yes, it's didn't kill me but i was left me crippled and hit badly.
Today is also not a good day. I spent more than $50 and have to resolve the politics in our class FYP project, ( who should go over to the other group, who should come in to this group, unfair or fair, cruel or selfish, who should take rain, who should take peter. ) It's so frustrating. I just hoped it will be resolved soon.
But looking at my jie blog, glad that she enjoy her birthday today, I wish her a Happy happy birthday, full of joy, sorry that I didn't get her a present, too busy to get it.
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